Missing You

You can only miss a person so much. I think my time's over. Dawn breaks; Its time for the moon to return to its proper place and let the sun shine once again in your life. I choose to love you in silence... For in silence I recieve no rejection nor should I bother of what it is that prevents us from being together - its just that we can never be together. I choose to love you in loneliness... For in loneliness, no one owns you but I. I choose to adore you from a distance... For distance will shield us from pain. Still, I love you and I just can't help but do so... I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams... For in my dreams, you have no end.

Forever. That is what you are to me.

In all honesty, I find it hard to believe that I will ever love somebody the same way I loved you. Thanks for the experience, I loved it while it lasted. I can't help but smile during those times that you threw me out of focus - those times that you made me panic as to what I could do just to appease your tumultuous heart. Thanks for those times that you almost destroyed my sanity. I always knew it was done for anyway. Thanks for all the times you smiled back, made those funny faces, commented on things, and wasted your free text messages on me. Thanks for all the phone calls, all the emails, and all the small things that you did. Without them, I may have not even been sure that I really loved you. And most of all, thanks for being honest.

Thank you for putting me back on track. You would be a constant reminder for me not to love anyone more than myself. Maybe you were right: Love is an attachment... to someone who'll never be yours. Love is something we will never have...something we'll never experience. The sun maybe up, but the moon does not vanish. It may wane, yes, it may even seem to fade. But one thing is certain. It remains in its sky...